I’m embarrassed and shameful of myself for seeking help; it has broken my spirit and I feel small inside like a hopeless, unwanted, unloved loser..
I’m 25 and been homeless and struggling since my first “Manic Episode.”. My life fell apart after I lost my job, car got repossessed, wife divorced me, took our two kids, kicked me out of our house, filed a restraining order and placed me on child support; worst part is - my both parents died the same year.. ..
I went into major depression and crashed. I just grabbed a backpack, hit the road and cried everyday for a year in private..Been a depressed nomadic since. I don’t smoke or drink because it gives me anxiety; however, I do drink a lot of coffee..
Can anyone Venmo @allankeath, Cash App $allankeath, Paypal or Zelle me some help please? Or help to check into a hostel for a night or two please? Hostels are $83 a night - a few nights would be amazing.
Maybe a Starbucks, Wholefoods or Target Egift? If you don’t want to send cash you can buy me food on Amazon and I pick up at a Locker? Text me and I’ll give you me email for Starbucks or Target..
Hostels are $83 a night - a few nights would really help because I damaged my lower back from carrying around a heavy backpack..
Please don’t insult or reject me; people would message me with verbal abuse such as loser, redneck, white-trash, scammer, lazy, freeloader etc!
God if you exist please give me hope again!
Allan
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